Wednesday, June 8, 2011

6-8-11

I went to the temple today. Did baptisms. Prayed on top of the temple.
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I have this thing where I portray my current feelings through my makeup.
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Today's feature: bordeaux lipstick- in a mood to kill and for some reason had a crappy day.I'd be wearing it now but it's 131 am. Maybe tomorrow.
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I should be sleeping but I'm watching ESOTSM again.
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How am I suppose to feel? Is it wrong to want more out of this relationship? Why do I always find myself wanting more? Love sucks me dry. I can't make sense of it. I can't think of any other circumstance I would need prayer more but still haven't gotten a definite answer. Teach me the relationship between desire and love. According to what I know, I am not half as bad as even I would put me to be.
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I think i'm sick. literally.
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Go to sleep go to sleep.

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